Heart

Mamasita is getting some tests done for her heart right now. I brought her so I'm just in the waiting room... Of a competitor.. Well per hospital systems. This place is nice though not gonna lie.

Trying to figure out how I can make my boot camp tonight. Hoping Ryan gets off in time to hang out with the dogs.
I need to go to class tonight or tomorrow morning. I've been binging so bad at night after a smoke session. I need to stop. It's a goddam broken record- me going on about what needs to be done when I'm like doing nothing to achieve it. Fuck.

B: tea
S: water
L: veggie bowl (120) peaches cup (40)
S: water
D: water

Well my plan is water but I'll let a yogurt go down. BUT if I have my workout tonight I'll scarf something down so I survive class. Tuna?

I'm ready to be skinny. I'm sick of waiting. I read someone's blog yesterday and this girl lost 2lb a day! That needs to happen to me!