1. I've been doing good with my restrictions, did eat a burger last night WITH fries. But I had 120c veggies for lunch then my bootcamp and then that burger- ugh. and was doing so well! whatever.
Been making up for it today by restricting. It's hard to skip lunch at work because I don't want ANYONE to think/catch on that I'm restricting. So I just try to eat small amounts and say I've been snacking all day.
It almost feels like a double life haha
2. Ryan put up the xmas tree when I was at the W on Sunday. Was a nice surprise to come home to.
It's hard I don't feel depressed but I feel like there's something wrong upstairs in my head.
It's like I know I love him, I know he loves me, I know every couple falls in and out of rough patches. But we never have sex, he always blames his testosterone levels and not being able to. I feel selfish for even thinking like this but, so many things he's been doing have been annoying me. I guess I'm just irritable.
3. I know me restricting have been paying off. I finally fell in to the 160's.. well barely! But technically still there. God that still sounds so gross when I read other people struggling in the 100's and 110's. Anyway, my nurses have noticed. I've been getting A LOT of questions about what am I doing and stuff. Thank god I've been doing ww so I have something to lean on. My famous words: "Oh, I do weight watchers" hahah those fools.
4. I like MJ way too much. This can't be healthy. But it's probably fine ;)
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