Worrkkk

Fo tha money.
I've worked a lot of overtime this last week. which is good for us and the bank account.
The wag has been just chaos the last week when I go in for those few hours here and there.

Working so much keeps me busy and my tummy empty.
I lied to Ryan about how much I lost this week at weight watchers.
I can't believe I did it. I made steps toward hiding this eating thing. HE was the one person I hadn't been lying to about losses. I didn't even tell my mom I went to ww. It's fine though.
I tell myself it's fine because we'll all benefit when I can get my weight in check. Plus Ryan never remembers how much I weigh or have lost. It'll be easy to say nothing at all or lie slightly each time something is brought up.

Staying late at work (fv) tonight since Joseph is STILL sick.. that alone is 4.5 hours OT. plus the 5 from Saturday. I've got the info to study for the ASVAB though so I'll have something to do after the boss leaves- generally around 4.
I officially made an acct for the guards. Only like 5 more pounds and I can officially apply. I'll likely enlist for 6 years since you have to commit for 6 to 8 years for them to help with student loans. I still need to talk with the recruiter but it should go well I'd assume.
It's something that needs to be done. Just like losing the weight- and continuing to do so.


Side note: spoke with a recruiter- not eligible until spring next year 2013 because I was medicated in the past.
I feel let down. :(