Five-Oh

Todayyy..
I got up today feeling so shakey and nauseous but I can't imagine it'd be from not eating. I only say that because I did eat yesterday. Not a lot but still. It was pretty weird. I got up anyway and went to meeting- down 5lb! I was so HAPPY! brought me down to 174- not 175, but 174. That's 51 since May & 76 since my highest point.

Anyway, Ry and I ALWAYS go to brunch on Sundays after my meeting. It's just what we do- I had a cup of chicken chili a couple bites of his omelet.. and 3, yes 3 screw drives... vitamin c right?
Then we just went to his sister's place to see her new cat (2nd) god cats are annoying. In fact, she and her husband kind of are too so it was a long 2 hours. Ryan wanted dairy queen so I got that mini mint oreo- my absolute fav- had some tuna... I'll need to make sure I DEFINITELY go to the gym in the morning.
I would just love to have a high loss again- they get suspicious at meeting though if someone loses too fast- whatever. I don't own a scale- I guess I could start using the scale at the gym. The meetings are so helpful for support though and keep me focused on food choices.

So friggen cold- I hate minnesota. I never used to, apparently I had enough fat to help insulate. Found out last night Ryan's best friend is moving to Colorado. Ryan's bummin, in fact so am I. :(