Number One. Lose it fatty.

Well here it is, the blog I keep thinking I need to tell what I think and vent- rather than venting and blowing to whoever else.

Basically at this point I've lost 70ish pounds- I hate to sound like I don't know where I came come… but seriously how did I let myself get to that point?

I "do weight watchers" when really I try to just eat small amounts, drink booze, and workout. The more I workout, the more I LOVE it. It's a boot camp class I do 3 times a week and then I try to do cardio 2-3 additional days. I love how my heart pumps the blood, I get tired, but feel so good after. Endorphins? Yes, I'll have a double shot of that please.

Everyone always asks "what do you do" blah blah- I hate that people notice. I mean it's good but I hate attention, and explaining it all the time. Hopefully now that I've done it a lot I won't have to much longer, they'll all kind of know I'm doing. Explanation can be over soon.

A friend of mine used to be relatively over weight like me, then she went off to college, I went, we came back at xmas and the girl had dropped like 30lb. A mutual friend told me she decided to only eat #1 pack ramon noodles and then booze it up. Valid I would say, she looks AMAZING. I did let that be my 'ah-ha' moment, I let the weight keep packing on. I met Ryan (my now fiance), he loves to eat. Basically I hit 250lb before joining ww.

I legitimately followed the program, started dropping the weight. Started working out, running and weights. Now I'm in boot camp. I love weight watchers, don’t get me wrong. I've been at this for over a year, trying to hit the "100lb" mark.. I still intend to.. well more actually. I don’t know where but I'll know when I get there. I've been counting calories nonstop for the last month, cut out booze (well mostly) and try to eat well.